im not one who cares about what others think. i always feel that i'll act exactly how i wanna act, i'll dress how i wanna dress even if it means wearing something questionable(or ugly, simply put) like my bro's oversized tee and my fave pair of levis, i'll say what i wanna say, i'll do what i wanna do. call me self-absorbed but it actually took me a long time to reach to this stage coz' i used to care about people's opinions/perceptions of me. at that point of time, i remembered shaping myself in accordance to what people think of me which im terribly ashamed of now, coz' it's so stupid to succumb to all this negative pressure! but this pressure is typical now, what with the nature of the society that has made some people feeling this way, making them feel that they need to prove something out of themselves, it's impossible for you to avoid this with platforms like facebook, blogs everywhere. it's come to a point that people care too much,they change coz' they wanna prove that they 'belong', that they're right up there with the 'cool ones'. but wait, how do you exactly define these 'cool ones'. you might not guessed it but these people may have also been influenced by other people that they think are cool too. &this is when a phrase that my cuzzy ever said to me, i found to be disturbingly true, "society kills originality".

so, dont you think the definition of being original is simply an oxymoron? &so, dont you think it's /stupid/not worth it/ to feel intimidated, or feel that you're nothing beside that someone whom you think has a much better life than you? coz' it's kinda of a hidden manipulation in itself? &there's kind of a chain effect shit to this? #thinkaboutit

going on a camp tomorrow till Thu!(: